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May. 16th, 2018 06:59 pmChloe refuses to call this domesticity.
The very word makes her feel as if she's eaten something rancid and it's all about to come back up, so she doesn't even allow herself to think it, but she does have to admit to an outside observer what she's doing with Nate right now probably looks like a relationship. Not that anyone is observing them at the moment, at least as far as she knows, because it's rather early in the morning and the sun is just beginning to come through the curtains and if anyone is up this early in the morning she expects they have better things to do than spy on her and Nate.
Partly because Nate's still asleep. He's hardly doing anything exciting.
She doesn't stay at his place every night and he doesn't stay at hers all the time either, but she has to admit they're spending more nights together than they are apart and she finds she doesn't actually mind it all that much. There's no itch under her skin that tells her she ought to run, there's no need for extra space, because if there's anyone who understands that she sometimes needs a bit of time alone, it's Nate. She can go to her place whenever she likes and he doesn't say a word.
It also means when she gets threatening letters from the people who burned down the building they were in and caused her bloody injury, she can keep them to herself. That's a thing she feels mildly guilty about and so she has all three of the letters stuffed into her jacket pocket, which is lying on the bedroom floor about six feet away, exactly where she had dumped it the night before in an effort to shed as many layers in as little amount of time as possible.
That's something she can blame on Nate. It's his own fault she'd needed to get him naked so quickly.
But she knows she ought to share the letters with him and she will, just as soon as he's awake. And for the time being, as the sun leaks in the room, she's just going to enjoy the view and she settles down next to Nate again, dragging her fingertips over his chest.
The very word makes her feel as if she's eaten something rancid and it's all about to come back up, so she doesn't even allow herself to think it, but she does have to admit to an outside observer what she's doing with Nate right now probably looks like a relationship. Not that anyone is observing them at the moment, at least as far as she knows, because it's rather early in the morning and the sun is just beginning to come through the curtains and if anyone is up this early in the morning she expects they have better things to do than spy on her and Nate.
Partly because Nate's still asleep. He's hardly doing anything exciting.
She doesn't stay at his place every night and he doesn't stay at hers all the time either, but she has to admit they're spending more nights together than they are apart and she finds she doesn't actually mind it all that much. There's no itch under her skin that tells her she ought to run, there's no need for extra space, because if there's anyone who understands that she sometimes needs a bit of time alone, it's Nate. She can go to her place whenever she likes and he doesn't say a word.
It also means when she gets threatening letters from the people who burned down the building they were in and caused her bloody injury, she can keep them to herself. That's a thing she feels mildly guilty about and so she has all three of the letters stuffed into her jacket pocket, which is lying on the bedroom floor about six feet away, exactly where she had dumped it the night before in an effort to shed as many layers in as little amount of time as possible.
That's something she can blame on Nate. It's his own fault she'd needed to get him naked so quickly.
But she knows she ought to share the letters with him and she will, just as soon as he's awake. And for the time being, as the sun leaks in the room, she's just going to enjoy the view and she settles down next to Nate again, dragging her fingertips over his chest.